I think i'll do this now.. because i REALLY don't know when i'm gonna have time again...

( so how bout a magic trick? )
LATER

just when i think my life might just be okay
it finds a way to come crashing down around me

Whelp, had a decent birthday.

It's fall break now..

doesn't seem like it's gonna be as great as i'd hoped.

oh well

ZOMG!

BIRTHDAY!!!

^__________^

well, technically still got about an hour and a half ish i think (1:40 AM to be exact) ...lol

just hoping my day isn't terrible... don't want it to suck :/

oh wellz.... bye :D

so after a pretty shitty day... i just feel like posting randomly... and its nothing about the day either...

I listened to my cd by the Goo Goo Dolls on the way to school Friday... and i suddenly remembered how much i love this song... i really feel like it represents me in a way... and its a beautiful song...

It being "Iris" ..and i'm sharing the lyrics!

( So check it. )

tis all.
night

Hola after a month! There is one good thing about Livejournal... it's a great place to rant yet to tell awesome things! I have alot to say atm, all of it will probably be off the top of my head, and while I would normally put it under a cut, I don't feel like it so, not gonna. Sorry if that pisses you off, i don't care...

anywho... so this weekend was FUCKING AWESOME!! Not only did I get to spend almost all of it with my girlfriend <3 but we got to go to X-fest! For those who don't know, that was a concert consisting of Saving Abel, Shinedown, and Buckcherry. It was an awesome concert, all the bands (including the 'free concert' beforehand with Down From Up!) rocked! (XD even if it doesn't compare to MCR in the least :P)

(hang on to yourselves, i'm gonna go mushy for a second) the best part though was really being able to have the weekend be there with my gf. its quite something to be at a concert with music so loud that you're going deaf (and still can't really hear 100%) and all you care about is the person in your arms. its also quite something to have that person there and be able to have fun too. it was nice to have a break from life to be with her, not having to think ahead into the week and get stressed out. college and separation sucks like that -_-

(and now comes the rant) and now i'm back to the monotonous life, stressing out of my mind because i have so much shit coming up... and in some cases not enough time to take care of them.. trying to study up for tests and midterms, but having to plan out things i need to do later for grades in other classes just isn't balancing out for me right now... i REALLY need more time for EVERYTHING... if i could just get everything done I wouldn't feel so stressed and then not feel so bad about not having time to talk to people and do things for myself -_-

the only good thing i see in my future (college wise) is that it's almost done, and it actually seems like its flown by and I haven't really been paying that much attention to it. I can only hope that I can go about the rest of it day by day like usual and it will be done and over with. then i can have a month of non-stress!

ARGH I JUST WANT IT TO BE THE WEEKEND!!!!

...ok i'm done, cuz i really need to go to bed or i'll probably be more stressed tomorrow :/

goodnight and goodbye!

hello to my wonderful invisible audience out there! i know there are one or two out there that really bother looking here anymore but ...through the advice of my 'idea of graphic design' professor ...i'm gonna blog ...or i guess it would be a blog... even if this is technically a 'journal' ..

anyway, if you want ( Check it. )
goodnight all.

someone shut up the cows please

TEEHEE.
I changed my mood theme pics ... if anyone cares.
One guess as to what the theme is ...


^^
out.

teehee ...bored... and running upon random things again... ( so check this out )

LATERS! <3

LOLWUT?!

OMFG XD I can't even explain how amused I am right now!! (my side is killing me, but hell it's still funny!!)

i'm pretty sure anyone who reads this won't have a clue about it. but the whole Gerard being dead rumor stuff is XD. mostly cuz it was a huge hoax by god knows or cares who and it wound up all over places like wikipedia and myspace .... XD

people need lives. i mean, i do nothing all day and generally find things that happen in Grand Theft Auto amusing which means i have no life but ... these losers people really have no life. TADA!

soooooooooooooo........ in other news..........there isn't any. :D
just posting on here in the middle of the morning night cuz i was amused and had nothing else to do hehe.

well hello and goodbye to all.

<3

i think i've finally figured it out.
i'm emotionally masochistic. thats gotta be it.

i talk myself down into some abyss and then once i've done that i drag everyone else down with me and fuck it all up. or at least thats what i've led myself to believe even though i'm sure its true...

i make myself feel like shit and when people try to care i throw it back in their faces...

shit, this entire thing could just be me make it worse for myself but its ALL SO FUCKING TRUE.

i'm so fucking sorry, and while i may not really know why, i am. to everyone.

now i guess i'm gonna go try to pull myself out of my head where i'm slowly killing myself.

oh the things Grand Theft Auto IV would make me do! like seek revenge for real.... "tha truth me breda!"

Anyway... i come with amusing tales! that mostly come out of me playing GTA IV for...a little more than 12 hrs straight...and being awake that long and more and now i'm really sleepy and its getting to a point where everything is funny....yet my brain works enough to connect this one group of things together that i will now try to explain.

( Explanation here. GO. )
*just another mindless musing*
BYEZ
<3

EDIT: LOL ...i just reread this post... the irony is hilarious but the way it all works out in the game is amusing.

Gerald winds up in prison, and Francis, Michael, and Ray are all killed... XD

ZOMGZ YALL!! XD

I boughts myself a new CAMERA!! (and actually, my parents gave me back that money for a graduation present so, i didn't really buy it :P) ITS SWEEEEEET! and i shall show a pic of the amazingness ^____________^



Yes, its a digital camera. Sony Cybershot. And it takes really good pics. I'm still getting used to it but its awesome. One downfall at the moment is I don't have a memory stick for it so i can only fit 7 pics on the internal memory at a time....which is sad...but yeah, s'all good!!!

Just thought i'd share, so goodbyes now!
<3

ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMG!!! I IS OH-FISH-AH-LEE GRADUATED!!!!!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
not quite the BEST feeling in the world..but FREE AT LAST!! :DDDD
hehe throwing my hat was pretty awesome though ^__^ i'd so do it again!

CAT!! If you was there, I didn't get to look for yooouuuz. :( Lol i probably would have seen many people if i had gotten to look! but oh wells :P

going to church tonight is going to break my excitement like wOah. apparently they have some kinda graduate party for some who have graduated, catch is that i've gotta go to church beforehand. ugh.

anyway, like i said FREE AT LAST...now i never have to be OCD for school ..well, until college...BUT STILL!! I CAN HAS ENJOYABLE SUMMER YESH!?! WEEE!

ok, i shall spare you my crazy hyperness XD
byebyez
<3

OMFG IT BETTER NOT BE HAILING ON MY NEW CAR!!!!!!

I. hate. storms.

Anyway, GRADUATION IS 8 DAYS AWAY!!! with just a few days left of school, i'm so beyond anxious. I can't wait to finally find time where I don't feel like i'm obligated to finish schoolwork on time and stuff. YAY! Just this temporary freedom of the last days of school is very liberating! ^__________^

but alas, summer is either going to be a fun or sad thing. separation from friends and such is going to be odd but i just REAAALLLY hope i can get together with them, some more than others ^_~

Another change of subject: I WANT GRAND THEFT AUTO IV!!!!!!! and with the lack of correct game console...i cannot have it -_- ...i really wanna get an Xbox360 and that game...PS3s are toooooo overpriced to even be worth it....so there. but my brain needs bloodshed and carnage, and one can only play GTA3 and San Andreas so many times before 1) the speachless/nameless guy gets annoying and 2) being a black gangsta guy in a place that resembles Vegas just isn't fun anymore.....IV WINS because? BASED ON NEW YORK, HELLO!

well, speaking of free time...i'm going to go read...geez i've read so many books in the past 4 months i can't even remember them all...but yeah

byez! <3

OCD must be my new best friend because I can't seem to get away from it.

Prom is coming up this weekend...its either going to be very enjoyable or something is going to cause it to suck. It doesn't help that I STILL don't have my dress (hopefully getting it tomorrow, should've gotten it today but i'm not going to count my chickens until I actually get it)...BUT I FINALLY have all the money for the LIMO ...and that is definitely going to be the fun part.

This Saturday ...is yet another reason for my OCD. Not only is Prom this saturday but....I have UT drumline auditions...that i hope to do OK with but...my day is full to the max...TADA! No time is pretty much my life right now though...

I CANNOT WAIT TIL GRADUATION!!!! MAY 18TH BITCHES!!!! i have no idea how many days that is but its not few enough for me... its sad...i don't get senioritis, I get OCD a million times. I can't be sure I even have everything done that needs to be done and that bugs the living shit out of me!!!!!

I have a bazillion things I want to say here, honestly....some probably not as good as others but....all in all ...everything is good. even with its ups and downs, tis all good! ^__^

oh....Cookies & Cream ice cream is my god....just thought you outta know :D

<3

WEELLLLL...hello there LJ!
So basically, I'm just now finding time to talk about my NYC trip...which was AMAZING...actually amazing doesn't even cut it! ^__^

But I had a fantabulous time, my group was the best, and not a second was wasted! If you think this is going to be boring, some of it might be, but the funny stuff is definitely worth sticking around for!

( Let me tell you a tale. )

Actually if you want to see my pics (if you haven't already and stuff) go to my myspace and check out the NY pics...if you bum around some of my friends, maybe you can find other NY pics haha = http://www.myspace.com/drumlinechronomancer

LUFFS TO ALL <3<3

wowza, this week has been epically stressful!!
i've had so much on my mind from school related stuff to ..not school related stuff... OCD kickin' in and my nerves are shot to hell!

Alas though, I can has go to NEW YORK on FRIDAY! WOOT! ^__^ i do believe it will be funz ..and I get to see Phantom of the Opera too!! going to be AMAZING! hopefully i can get meh comp to work while there and can show piccys that i take, because i am stealing teh kim's camera ^^ hehe
And then when we get back from NY, it is ze SPRING BREAK! i am going to chill like i've never chilled before! BWAHAHAHA! lol

Anywhos...i'm having a Bleach manga reading marathon so...away i goes!
So longz!! <3